
Lhaindir's General Appearance
Never the athletic sort he would be quite
slender though lean framed. His soft blonde hair tumbling down to the
middle of his back. Hazy bronze eyes flicker beyond the lacy strands of
blonde hair that drape across his eyes. Fairly tall for his race at just
over five and and half foot though quite thin and what can only be
described as dainty
A Brief Background For Lhaindir
From a young age he knew that he wasn't quite like most of the other
boys. He had no interest in hunting and fight and wrestling in the
childish many of most young men. This fact isolated him from most others
his own age and he took to the arts early on as a way to express
himself. When he saw all those that he had grown up with getting close
to girls and boasting of their conquests the realization that he had no
interest such things in fact he was far more interested watching the
other men of his village. The village was small so his preference wasn't
secret long and earning much taunting once others knew. He would put up
with the taunts for years but grew to the point that he didn't need to
and soon left his home to find his happiness.
Lhaindir's Full Biograpghy
Even in the days of childish games and mock sword fights with sticks
plucked from the forest floor Lhaindir knew he was different than the
other boys. He had no interest in rough housing or wrestling and
fighting like the other boys his age quite the contrary actually he
liked pretty things and fighting certainly wasn't pretty. It began as a
simple admiration of the lovely shimmering colorful crystals that were
common in the grounds around the village that he grew up in, though such
fascination soon swelled in an undeniable artistic flare. He driven to
bring life and color to all of which that was drab and boring in the
world. He never did quite fit in with others his age as a result such
left him secluded much of is life. Adolescence was particularly
difficult on him, he starting to come into his own and beginning to
realize things about himself that were challenging for him to accept.
In the years that would follow he would watch those that he had grown up
with starting to woo the pretty girls and bragging egotistically of
their conquests though the fact remained that he had no such interest in
these girls rather he found himself jealous of them. Lhain almost
desperately wanted the pretties that the girls had, lovely gowns and
elegant clothing, wonderful sparkling jewelry though nothing more
desperately did he hunger for than the hard bodied bucks that pursued
the girls with such ferocity. By no measure did he wish to be a girl
even the merest thought of 'girl parts' making him queasy what he wanted
rather was what they possessed, flawless beauty, unparalleled grace and
of course the eye of every boy that passed wanting him desperately. So
he would take those simple desires for his own, primping and pampering
himself he dressing in the prettiest things, endlessly making his
already dainty and delicate figure all the more beautiful and desirable.
He had of course kept silent of all his prissy little habits knowing
that the open knowledge of such would be met with laughter. He held the
secret well but as in any small village new news is a commodity and
secrets would always be found and flushed out into the light. Lhain's
time would come surprisingly when he wasn't in the village at all.
Several miles away there was a small port city one that was barely worth
notice but to Lhain coming from that tiny little village it was the
most populated place he had ever seen. He would visit a tavern there
often changing somewhere between the village and the town into the
prettiest dress he owned so that he could seek casual meetings with
strangers that look on him with lust and desire if only for the fact
that he looked so feminine when he was dressed up. It was one such night
when he happened to find himself in the passionate embrace of a
stranger that it all came crashing down. A group young men just a few
years his senior arrived in that same tavern looking for there newest
conquest. Were it not for the fact that one happened to be eyeing a girl
at the end of the bar just past where Lhain was cozied in the lap of
some handsome thing that had just come into port he might never of been
spotted. Though when the man from Lhain's village passed him by to head
toward the girl he would recognize him. There was a sudden burst of
laughter that grabbed Lhain's attention his head raised to catch sight
of the villager. Before he could even protest Lhain would be torn from
the lap of the sailor and pulled before the tavern crowd his clothing
ripped free of his lean body exposing the boy for what he was. So
enraged by the perceived trick the sailor would wail upon the
defenseless Lhain while the men from his village stood by and laughed.
The secret was out then by the time Lhain had dragged his battered self
home the following day the whole of the village buzzed of the news the
men had brought back of Lhain adventures. He easily became a joke within
the the tiny village met with laughter and pointing on a regular basis
he could barely stand how humiliated he was how those who should be his
friends made light of him. He toughed out the jokes for a long time it
seemed but nothing was ever the same and eventually there came a point
that he decided that he need not live with such behavior that there was
bound to be a place he could live peacefully. Gathering whatever he
could on a moment's notice he would depart the village and the small
minded inhabitants to set his way out on the world. It would not always
be easy sometimes he found his pleasure with brief periods of happiness
and other times he got slapped and pushed around but when he finally
settled in a place that seemed just large enough that he could blend
into the tapestry he was able to claim some tiny corner of a normal
exist for himself.